evolving

its like its been contorted
it seems to have met a change
its like it almost left me
and as though its not the same

what i want seems different
what i see is something new
a lifestyle i once had
is now becoming something i never knew

i new level of peace
i new level of high
i new sense of release
my hands at my side

its not to say i've lost completly
what is i once help dear
more so i 've traded in the whiskey
and inturn traded in the beer

i would like to think that i can still hold my own
pretty sure i always will
but its a different road i travel
looking for a different fill

so many make assumptions
based on who i used to be
so many seemed confused
with the peace surrounding me

i worry not about that tho
i know it will be clear
i enjoy a life without a haze more often
and simply stated i am here